Assorted Thoughts

Hey all. It's been rough these past few days but I'm still here so that's got to be a good sign, right? Things with John got really ugly really fast and I'm not holding out much hope for a friendship when the dust settles. But for now I'm ok with that. Turns out he's an asshole. This is something I would have liked to have known earlier, but at least now I can see I'm better off without him. Still, it's pretty upsetting to be disappointed so severely.

Other than that I've been keeping busy (note to self - karate is REALLY good for working off pent-up rage). My last day of work is tomorrow and next week looks pretty open, so drop me a line if you've got the time. I'm trying this new thing where I don't have to depend on other people for my happiness, but there's nothing wrong with being around friends. At least they don't break up with you and give you a total cop-out for a reason...

Please excuse the rage. It's better than sadness but it's really not all that nice either. Why isn't there anything other than time to make it go away?