Assorted Thoughts

Well it's official. I have no marketable skillz in the real world. Yesterday I received two calls telling me I didn't get either job, which really sucks because I thought I nailed the second interview. I'm kinda really freaking out because I don't know what I could have done differently that would have changed the outcome. I guess I'm just not cut out for these kinds of jobs. I've heard it's hard to get jobs with the county, tho, which helps a bit. So I'm going to call the greenhouse today or tomorrow. Something about this feels so incredibly wrong, like I'm going to be miserable all summer, but I really don't know what else to do anymore. I'm sure tired of rejection phone calls tho. At least they seem to like me at the greenhouse .