Assorted Thoughts

Well, there has been some closure. He came over last night to drop off some of my stuff and the flowers he promised me for Christmas. We chatted a bit but I didn't want him to stay long. I could tell it was hard for him too. I'm so proud of myself for not crying in front of him. I told him we should not contact each other for at least a few days. I need to get used to being without him and focus on my new life. So far, being single is harder the second time around but I'm getting through. There's lots to do today before school starts tomorrow and I'm glad for it. I'm especially glad for my friends who are really pulling through for me. I've totally neglected you guys these past seven months and I couldn't be more sorry about that. I won't let it happen again. Tas, thanks so much for the book. It's definitely helping.